2003-05-06 - 8:32 p.m.
My hands are old. They look old. They look like my mums. Covered in warts. My nails need cutting. I have a bruise on my wrist too.
I have been shopping. I didnt spend too much thankfully. I got Christans birthdat prezzy, some insence & some candles .. i love christian. I got 2 pillow cases because some one stole mine *evil look* I really cant remember what else i brought, cant have been that exciting in that case! ooo .. i did get some apple pies though! mmmmmmmmm
I have college tomorrow. I went to see Jo in hospital today, she is looking much better. I managed to get every one at college to sign a card. Problem is it got broken in the car :o( never mind. I am going to see her again tomorrow, she is very lonely bless her.
I feel a bleed comin on, i wish i would. It would be a reson for the back pain & mood swings. Either that or i just have a borderline personality disorder and need to take more pain killers. Either way i should kick my self up the ass!! lol .. i hate feeling sorry for my self! (Actually thats a lie, its fine, i just feel sorry for every one else!)
Jen is arranging to come down again soon!! YAY! I cant weight to see her again, i miss her tons :-( I love her kisses :o)
Steve just died in Holby city, im trying, so im going to go and lie down. Im going to talk to Jenny too :-D
Can i just say how worried i am about Nikki please .. if any of you are feeling compasionate can you please ask the angels to watch over her? Pray for her and help ease her pain.. god knows, if any one needs it, she does. I love you Nik.
send me luuuuvvv - Sunday, May. 02, 2004
newly free! - Monday, Mar. 22, 2004
its not goodbye - Friday, Mar. 12, 2004
burp - Sunday, Mar. 07, 2004
filling in :-) - Thursday, Mar. 04, 2004