Monday, Jan. 05, 2004 - 11:15 a.m.
I stayed at Fran's last night, the pain was sooooo terrible at one point i thought i was going to pass out .. but then something happened (that is tooooo horrid and awful to tell you about!!) and it seemed to ease a bit. Any way, just in case i got bad again i thought i'd better be with some one, and i had an appointment at college this morning too.
The appointment was such a waste of time, she turned up at like half nine (half an hour late) she didnt take me off to a side room, just sat there in the reseption making me talk about everything in frount of passing people. She talked to me like i was stupid and said that i didnt have any assignments and the only exam i had sat i failed. Im am so up set, all my hard work is wasted. oh well, just prooves i should be aloud to do anything worse while, i cant even manage A levels for fucks sake!
Im really upset that Nikki felt so lonely while she was at home, i should have made more of an effort to see her. Its stupid cos i miss her when she isnt here .. and then when she gets home i dont se her! I should make more of an effort. I love you Nik honey x x x
Any way, i need to go rest, my legs are still really hurting.
Bye Bye x x x
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