2002-12-18 - 12:10 a.m.
No care for ages
(written Monday, 02 December 2002)
Didn�t sleep very well last night .. I'm just burning up like I have an infection (I actually should have taken my urine to the doctors as he thought I had a kidney infection but I just kept forgetting and in the end just out It in the bin) so, I might have an infection � lol .. who knows! But its stopping me from sleeping all this �heat�. The mad thing is that although my feet and body are burning up, I still feel like an ice block! Madness �.
Talked to Gemma yesterday, it was sooooo good to hear from her, its cheered me up no end! Mind you, she has been so so poorly, I was so worried about her. I just wish who ever is up there mapping out our lives would give the poor girl a break. She has to be one of my best friends and I�v only known her a few months. She is friendly and supportive, she is always there for people and brings so much light in to a room when ever she is there. Why is she still so poorly � AND why does she have a MAD girlfriend who has done nothing but hurt her!! PLEASE!
Any way, we talked for hours about all sorts of stuff .. then I have a chat with Matty baby.
Matt has just spend �3000 on a plasma screen TV thingy :-O � cant weight to have a look at it .. just hope its worth all that money! Should have thought so though, they are supposed to be v. v. good :-D � I'm hoping I might get an invite to watch LOTR before I go see the new one
Went to get my mail redirected today � :-O I didn�t realize it would cost me that much! Bastards .. they saw me comin! Any way, I think I�l use it any way cos other wise I wont get me mail .. and that�s v. v. important to me :-D
I have spent most of this morning slaving over Christmas cards � I was going to send a letter to every one but seen as its Christmas I thought I might as well just send every one a Christmas card with my new address in and everything. That way I kill 2 birds with one stone ;-)
Not sure what I'm going to do about prezzys though � I have got prezzys for some people .. but I'm not sure how much they are going to cost to send .. and seen as pennys are tight, I might have to send them slowly in batches of say 5 at a time or something. They are only little things, but I think I will have to pay extra to send them still :-/ We shall seeeeeee :-P
Louise, my social worker called today. She has spoken to the care agency and they are totally booked up this week so they cant come over I'm going to smell like a bastard by the time they do come over!! They should be here next Monday I think. But Louise is coming over on Friday to tell me about it and get me to sign all my money away!! Lol �.
Cant weight till I start direct payments, that way I can get people to do what I want when I want rather than weighting hours for SS carers to turn up and do not a lot!! Humm .. I should hear about my DLA soon too :-/ � fingers crossed!!
I'm going to be really brave and go in to the communal sitting room and watch some telly now .. I haven�t watched telly in ages! Granted its all shit .. but I just want to sit and stare at it like I used to!! Ha ha .. I'm so sad ;-)
Any way, I might write more later if I have anything to tell you.
Have a good day peeps :-D
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