2001-11-16 - 6:42 p.m.
Ok, i think the last time i spoke to you i was just about to go to my Dr appointment!! It went ok, only i worked my self in to a compleat state! as per normal! Any way, it actually wasnt that back. He upped some of my meds and put me on some more pain killers so that was good. Then he said he was going to put me on a rehabilitation program. I dont really know whats its going to intail but it will be worth a try! I know some things work for some people and for others it makes them worse. But im willing to give anything a go! I WANT MY LIFE BACK!! So any way, went in to college for the first time in months today! YAY! AND.......I havent sletp all day (its now 6:45) and im only just starting to get tiered! Im so happy! I might feel the affects tomorrow but to be honest its worth it for the buzz im on today!
I had my tarot cards read today, It was so scary how right she was about somthings. I ean all the cards i picked were to do with feeling lonely, finding it hard to talk to people, feeling trapped and there being alot more to me than meets the eye. Then she started to describe this man she could see. When she finished talking about how she could see i realised it was my grand dad! How scary is that! Oh well im getting linched by my little sister so i had better go!
Byeeeeeeeee
Jo xx
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