Things have gone from bad to worse .. i feel so ill, i have spent all day crying/eating & worrying about whats going to happen.
I went to Matt's this afternoong & he calmed me down .. didnt last long .. i went straight to the bath room when i got home. Im so stupid i shouldnt be doing this.
I have hurt them .. and now im making it worse, and i dont know how to stop it with out going back on what i said. I want to make it all go away .. i want to be the nice person every one things i am .. James was right, i am evil .. you should stay away.
send me luuuuvvv - Sunday, May. 02, 2004
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burp - Sunday, Mar. 07, 2004
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