Tuesday, Feb. 24, 2004 - 9:25 a.m.
I worte a big old entry yesterday morning and lost it :-@
So, Sunday .. Fran was really ill. She looked like she had lukemia, she was extreamly pale with pink, dry eyes. She couldnt sit up for most of the day, and felt really sick. She just flopped about in bed with a bucket :-( .. I hate seeing her ill like that, i dont like it cos i know how ill she must be feeling yet she doesnt let on. And i really hate that no one takes any notice of her .. shes getting worse everytime she has an attack, yet people still wont do anything about it. She's had no blood test's and every symptom is put down to her glandula fever. I know its unlikaly she got something nasty, but reaaly .. shouldnt she get checked out at least? You may think its me just fussing, or being a hypocondreac cos im ill .. but no one else see's her when she is ill. She locks her self away, and stays in bed till she's well enough to go out again .. not even her mum knows the true extent to how ill she can be. I think next time i will call her doctor and make an appointment with out telling her .. it shouldnt be to hard to get her there!
We didnt to much yesterday i dont think. Stayed at Frans Sunday night cos shes not driving untill her shoulder has healed from the injection .. so i was up at 7:30!! I popped in to twon Monday morning after i dropped off the lady.
I had to get 10 new pairs of knickers cos im no so fat my size 12 knickers are giving me bum cleavage! ... its not a good look!! So now i have some size 18's .. i have a little room to grow ;-)
Today i was up again at half seven to take her to college. I'v come straight home today to realize that i dont have any car insurance. So i called my brokers and asked how many no claimes bonus's i'd lost so i could call up some one else to get some (i told them out right that i would never insure anything with them again because they treated me so badly.) and they informed me i'v lost 2 :-O i cant fucking believe it .. im SO cross :-@ so the quote i got from FISH for �400 is now �601 .. i cant pay it all off so i had to pay �180 down paynent then �52 a month for the next year .. its not the end of the world im just so pissed offfffff!!!! I wish i didnt drive and that i lived at home with my mummy so i didnt have to pay for anything, so that i was always warm and cooked for and not have to worry about all the stupid horrible things i have to now :-(
This afternoon Fran is having her hair cut off .. at the moment its quite long .. kinda shoulder length .. tonight she's having the chop and having it all cut off again .. i think it will look really cool .. im excited!! |She wants it coloured too .. she doesnt really want to pay though so im going to give it a go :->
Later tonight Louisa and Okaly (her 5 year old) are coming over for pancakes!!! Im really excited .. brought all my stuff for the yesterday .. will make the batter before we go to the hair dressers so its straight to work when we get back!
Off to Manchester tomorrow :-> Im really looking forward to seeing everyone .. Beccie said she might come down too but i'v not heard from her. I cant wait to see Jenny!! .. oh and shnia will be there too ;-)
im off to pick her lady ship up ;) bye bye x x x x x
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