2003-06-03 - 11:10 p.m.
Im all alone now :o(
After three weeks filled with hugs and kisses and love and fun and Jen .. its all gone quiet and im really lonely. But we will be ok, she will be back soon :-> Just keep saying that to my self!!
It was so amazing having her here for 3 weeks, i was spoiled really. Shame she was so ill for most of it, but im still glad she stayed.
I'v been Bipoler sence she left, either asleep and in a foul mood or totally manic running round like a blue assed fly. I hope it calms down, i dont have the enegy to be like that at the moment. My phumonia is confirmed, i thought it was getting better, but its got worse the last few days. Im begining to think i'v had a bit of a relapse, i was only needing an hour laying down in the afternoons but im needing 2 hours of sleep at the moment. And if i dont get it, i just sleep where ever i am. As Jen will confirm! Pain has been worse for a few weeks now too. Lets hope its only a mini blip!
Ok, im going to update more again tomorrow. I hope your all well and i will catch up with every one soon.
Love always,
Jo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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