2003-05-12 - 10:47 a.m.
Hellooooo
Well i only managed one day away *rolls eyes* i am though, feeling a lil more normal today! Thank god, i was actually really worried cos i didnt feel right at all :-s .. any way :-D im nearly normal again now so im hoping its passed!! Im going back to the Asthma nurse in a few days, my chest is still quite bad for me and im finding it very hard to breath first thing in the morning.
Also still waking up with back ache about 6/7 every morning. Im not sure what that is, think it might be my kidneys.
Got my phone bill thismorning :-s i think all my birthday money is going to have to go on clearning this months money problems. I was kinda hoping to get the last 2 ER box sets but i think i will have to weight till christmas now. Phone bill wasnt that bad, �31 but i dont have anything to pay it with! lol .. roll on Income support!!
Not totally sure whats happening tomorrow yet, i know Alison is coming in early ish and i expect i will open my cards and prezzys with her. But im not sure what im doing during the day. Nothing i expect. Thats ok though, im really not up to much at the moment. I think my mum will call in the evening, but she is away at the moment, dad wants me to go over for tea but i dont want to so i think i will pop over early evening to make him happy. Gran will call at some point, but im not sure when. Im going out about 7 just to the local pub .. i have text a few people to see if they fancy joining me. I dont think many people will, but the invite is there. If any of you lot fancy coming over .. you can crash on my floor ;o)
I wish i could see Jenny too, but it wont be too long .. that will be the best prezzy ever!!! :-D :-D
oooooo .. its 11:11!! <-- lol @ me and Vikki ;o)
I went to see Matt last night (see photos) .. i met his other half who has jut flowen in the from states to meet him for the first time .. she was lovely, it was great to see them both. Its kinda funny though, cos she reminds me of me when i was with matt. That might sound a lil odd and i confused the fuck out of Jen last night trying to explain it .. but i know what i mean!! I was 15/16/17ish when we were together, and i have changed a lot .. but Ray (his ladyyy lover) remind me of me at that age .. does tht make sense now? lol .. its hard work being this thick!!
I didnt stay long at Matts, i was dying before i even got there .. i just didnt want to let them down cos i cansled a ton of times on them already.
I got an E mail from my sister today :-D The one who is half way round the world in hervey bay and tomorrow is going to fraser island. She sounds like she is having an amazing time bless her, im really jelous but im glad she is doing it :o) She sent me a wee birthday message too.
Any way, im off. Could you all please send some love to Jenny who is really unwell at the moment :o(
Here is my personality test results :-s
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| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Moderate |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Moderate |
| Antisocial: | High |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | Moderate |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | Very High |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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