2003-04-21 - 12:04 a.m.
Hello again
Hey every one .. sorry im so crap at the moment, i always think i do tons and that im really well, then i do a fair bit and it hits me that actually i am still ill and need to think things though before i go off out and doing things!!
We had such a lovely week, and if im feeling crap i dread to think how Jen is feeling!! :-s
I have this nasty nerve pain in my back at the moment, i think i must have fallen or something, i dont remember, but it normally only happens after a fall and settles down after a few days. My knees are really hurting too, im finding it hard to drive. My shaking is worse when i have nerve pain too. Back is still not right, quite painfull to move about the bed. Asthma is terrible too .. lol, having to sleep sitting up, no smokers around me and really bloody hurting when i cough!! ... lol, thats my moan over and done with guys!!
Jen went at 1 today, i went to my dad's house where my mum is staying to have lunch with her and my 2 sisters. Today Eli (my middle sister, 18) left to go round the world :-O Im not totally sure where she has gone to start off with but she cryed all the way though dinner. I didnt stop long cos i was soooo sleepy, i came home and crashed for 3 hours. Went over to Nikki's later as im not sure if i will see her before she goes back to Uni .. we went to the pub for a drink & a nice chat :o) I always really miss her when she goes away .. we should see each other more really.
Alison is worrying about something and she wont tell me what .. that bugs me!! Hummm .. the thing that bugs me is that what i think is going on, is always MUCH worse than whats actually happening!! I dont know, im sure she will tell me in the end.
Cant remember if i told you that Vikki Q is coming down to stay not next week, but the week after. It was going to be this week but due to unforseen circomstances we've had to change the plan!! So, now im going to my mum's tomorrow .. i wont be able to geto n line for the next week due to that. She isnt on the internet yet .. my plan is to get her on there while im staying with her but i wouldnt hold your breath!! When i get back Vik will be here :o) Im really looking forward to seeing Vik, it will be great having her to stay!
Did the easter buny visit you today? I woke up and said to Jen 'you want your easter prezzy?' so i got up to go to the kitchen to get her chocolate out and the easter bunny had been IN MY ROOM and left me this wicked display of chocolate bunnys and eggs and yummy stuff!! (((THANK YOU MRS EASTER BUNNY))) Only now i have a ton more cholate to eat *rolls eyes* my diet went out the window before it was even started .. mostly Jens fault i might add!!
Im going to go and stay with Gaz this week too .. YAY!! Wednesday night im getting the train to Rochdale then im going to stay the night and go back late Thursday .. im well excited!! I love Gaz soooooooooooo much and it will be v. v. cool to see Jen again too :-D I am going to start again .. i have put a ton of weight on and im determained NOT TO PUT ANY MORE ON!!
I have been working hard on GLAD over the last few days .. we have over 105 members now :o) mind you not that many actually post! lol, i dont think they realize what hard work running a bord can be .. with a web site to maintain too, and the tons of e mails i get, its v. v. time consuming!! Any way, i'v had a spring clean, moved a ton of posts about and changed smethings around .. it needed to be done. Any way, now we are getting porn pop ups, im not imporssed .. so im thinking about moving to phpBB .. its a bit of a mission .. we shall see!! I'l have to have a long think about weather its worth it and if the pennys will strech to it!
Any way, its really late and i have to be out the house by 9am tomorrow!! I will try and update when i can but the chances are i wont be around much for the next 2 weeks .. feel free to mail me while im away!!!
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