2003-03-01 - 6:43 a.m.
so .. about the second week of my holiday. I left the cottage on the Friday with Jen & Gaz and i went off to stay with my friend Gem (OnlyMe on the GLAD message board) We had such a good time, it was really lovely to see her .. we gossiped tons & slept loads too!! Did get a little 'tiddely' a couple of nights (sorry to every one who got texts!) but it was good to let my hair down :-) (Even though i did fall out of my wheel chair, loose the use of my legs then have to pretend to Gems mum that we were sober!!)
Sence i got back its been manic! I have soooo many hospital appoinements this week & in 2 weeks i have 2 more. I went to the Dr today & they started me on some more anti spasum pills .. they are the same ones as i have had before and they didnt work but i cant start any thing else untill i have seen my nurologist on the 28th.
Alison is going though hell at the moment with her Ex & her Ex car .. its a really long story but she is finding it hard to keep her head above water :-( Im alwayts here for her but im not in her head to help her sort it all out. Wish i had an endless supply of money and then i could make it all go away for her.
Rachel & Brandon (her 8 month old son) got an eviction notice today :-o It was a nightmear .. its all sorted now but not a great way to start the weekend .. we are homeless enough with out being kicked out of the hostel too!! Grrr
I went to see Matt tonight, it was so good to see him, he had a really good chin wag and im going back later today to watch Signs.
Well .. its nearly 7 am and after really good intentions of going straight to bed at 12 i kinda didnt make it! They freaked me out with ghoast storys & scary hostel storys .. so i wouldnt let any of them go to bed till the sun came up! lol .. im so sad but i knew i would be a mess other wise.
Jen has been really good, said i couls call if i got bad but she is bad too at the moment. Wish there was more i could do to help her out :-( We talked for a while the other night .. its amazing how much time i spend talking about bullshit really!! lol .. its a talent ;-) Any way, im hoping to talk to her more now we have met. She is such a laff i love her to bits *Smoooches your way hun*
I still havent talked to Debs .. im kinda freakin out that she has freaked out and wont call :-s i really hope she does .. i dont want to scare her by just calling but i might (thats a thret missy :-P)
Ok .. i just popped on to do a lil work before i *try* and get a couple of hours kip .. so im off.
Talk to you all soon .. i will post photos later today/tomorrow.
Bye bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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