2002-10-27 - 8:28 p.m.
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fucking angry.
I cant remember the last time i was truly happy .. only person who really knew is Matt .. who by the way isnt talking to me for some unknowen reason .. and he was incoraging me to top my self. So if thats friendly advice, maybe its time i gave in gracefully?
Im am so fed up of everything, seriously, everything.
I have NO friends .. no life .. no one really believes that im ill, no matter what they say. Its all been forgotten .. sweeped under the carpet.
Only time mum understands is when we are infrount of people, then she goes on about how ill i realy am ... how little i can do and so on.
But behind closed doors she wants to know why i havent brought my dirty glasses down or changed my bed.
My sisters sit in my room playing music watching my telly and making noise while im trying to rest in bed and they dont care.
Im am sick to death of every one and every thing, i want to find a whole and die.
Just kill me.
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