Thursday, Oct. 23, 2003 - 4:33 p.m.
oh, really?
Went to the emergancy Dr this AM, she was actually really nice :o) It was just a locome doc .. she said i have toncilits, a chest infection (lol, theres a shock!) she also says i have a kindey infection and susspects i have a UTI as a result of that. She's taken two urin samples and im on 2000mg of anti biotics :-s .. she seems quite worried .. gave me a letter to take to A&E to get a catheter put in .. but im convinced a day of anti biotics should make enough diffrence to get me peeing again. Im driving to mum's tomorrow .. lol .. i think i'l be ok, i just wont go if not. I actually dont feel that ill, although im starting to faid a bit now. Im being sick all the fucking time .. its not a case of not being able to keep stuff down, its just cos im coughing so much and now because my bladder is full and i cant empty it. Im ok, just need to HUGE amount of fluids and to keep warm. I might go to my dads later and see if i can pee in the bath.
I went to look for my bungalow again today .. its not the one i first thought it was. Its actually worse than i first though :'-( The bungalow i was looking at to start off with .. actually looked SO much better today .. i thought i would check with Pat what number it was and she said i diffrent one .. so we drove round to find it. There is NO WAY that bungalow is going to be wheel chair accessable .. and i cant see how it is two bedrooms either :-s This might sound really ungreatful to you .. and i guess it does to me .. but i dont see the point in moving to a house thats just as bad as where i live now. I will have to wait untill i see inside .. but im going to go in using my wheel chair and see how i get about. Im so upset that its not what i thought it would be .. i just want to move in and it all be sorted .. but it seems this is just going to be the beginnings of more fighting about what i can and cant use. Ugh, am i sounding really ungreatful?
Oh god .. im going to fall of my chair. I'l se you all next week .. hopfully i will be infection and urin less too!! YAY!
Bye bye x x x
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