2003-06-13 - 10:45 a.m.
Something very spiritual happened
This brough tears to my eyes!! Yesterday morning i got a text message from Emma telling me that he mum was taking what they thought to be her final breaths.
I was gutted that i had been too ill to make it to the hospital, i really wanted to say my goodbyes and thank her for everything, so i desided i would meditate on it and go see her that way.
I got to talk to her, i gave her a hug and said thank you. She told me that she had already gone and that there wasnt much time left now. I asked if there was anything she wanted me to do and she asked me to remind Emma how much she loved her when ever i thought she needed it.
When i came round i really felt happy, like i had said my goodbyes and she didnt mind that i couldnt get in to see her. I wasnt worried if i didnt actually get to say goodbye, i knew i had said it.
Emma came round about 9 last night, she had managed to get 2 hours sleep in the last 24, but wanted a hug and a chat before she went back to the hospital. She told me that at about 11:00 that morning her mum had woken up and said 'how is she going to get home?' Emma replyied 'who?' and Sue said 'well Jo, i want to know how she is going to get home' .. i just cryed!! I had obviously managed to conect with her, she actually thought i had come to the hospital to say goodbye :o)
Sue passed away in the early hours of the morning, i didnt make it in time to see her but i know i'v said my goodbye
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