2003-06-05 - 10:58 p.m.
bottoms
^^not really sure where that out burst came from! terribly sorry!
Im ill, its my own fault im aware but im unable to stop myself from making matters worse. I am manic, worse than i'v been in a long time. Cant sit still with out a thought of tidying up creeping in to my stoooopid head. I went to my sisters to esccape my untidy room .. only she wanted to go shopping to get me a birthday prezzy and we ended up in town. I kinda spent �139 :-/ although .. its a Freezer and im quite pleased!! heeh :oP .. look at me all domesticated!! Its arriving on Friday the 13th :-/ same day as my bloomin exam!! *rolls eyes and starts to panic*
Any way, im off to Matts tomorrow to format my PC and watch Red dragon on his HUGE plasma TV :o) I have to be there by ten and im sure i wont leave till later :-/ but at least he makes me rest and i cant tidy!
As i keep being informed 'if you carry on like this you are going to be so ill' .. i am aware of this, but only when my body wont move wil i be able to sit still!! AARGH!!
I hurt, bad, (just thought i'd drop that in there) i'v doubled up on morphine & come codine & parasetomol too .. but i think a sleeping pill will be the order of the night if i want any rest!
Ok, stop moaning! I'l talk to you all soon :o)
Love always,
Jo xx
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