2003-04-01 - 5:45 p.m.
This time tomorrow ..
Hey hey .. this time tomorrow Jen will be here!! :-D Im getting excited & nervious too .. but im sure once we've had a hug and warmed up a bit we will be fine :-) (I hope any way!!)
Today i got up about 11 & got 2 bits of mail .. a card from Cass (her letter is in the post now too!!) her sister wrote it for me :-) bless her! I also got a letter from Kastian (a bloke from wales, i know him though AYME) He send me some photos of him and what his Ex boyfriend did to him over christmas :-S Not nice when your trying to eat your porage!!
I went to see Nikki today, she is really disapointed about her hospital appointment .. they told her that he fits will go away but she doesnt know when. I guess its just not nice when no one has any answers to your questions .. i know exactly how she feels!!
Im thinking about getting refered to a specialist SCI (spinal cord injury) unit .. i left a message on a message board about my confition and some one from Cambridge said that Addenbrooks arent actually that good with spinal injurys and that there is a good place in Sheffiled. I have also been thinking about going private, i mean, i couldnt afford it but my mum would help me out with costs ... i just need to get another opinion seen as my Neurologist wont budge on this Somatoform disorer. If a second opinion said somatoform too, i would see a phyc and have done with it.
What do you think about the war? I havent spoken about this at all ... i cant believe its only been 13 days, it feels like its been running for weeks. Im not sure really where i stand .. im really pissed off with Tony Blair, he went about bum kissing George Bush for months, dug his own grave really. Got him self in to such a mess that he just had to go to war or he would have looked like a right nob head. It makes me cross that he would rather save face than take a stand against a man who cant even string a sentence together! George Bush is SUCH a wanker! He has a personal vendeter against Sadam .. and i know he is EVIL and what he is doing to his people is sick .. but is was the best way to go about it really? Im not saying i could come up with something better or anything .. im just not sure i totally agree with whats going on. It worries me that all the cevilions are being killed .. like today, 7 mothers and babys were killed because no one told them they had to stop :o(
Im going on a diet! lol .. total change of subject there! I have desided as on next week (lol) im going to stop eating after 6pm & cut down on my sugar and fat intake. Just need to make sure i have 1 or 2 meals a day max like i used to. And im deff going to take up swimmin again! I miss it terribley, and im sure it will do me good to get my legs a bit stronger. It always helps with the back pain too.
Right kids .. i think that will do! Talk to you all soon :o) Me x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
send me luuuuvvv - Sunday, May. 02, 2004
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burp - Sunday, Mar. 07, 2004
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