2003-01-23 - 11:43 a.m.
Im only hungry cos i cant eat ...
I feel terrible, Gem was on line yesterday & my carer turned up so i had to run off :-( next thing i knew she had gone off line and in to hospital (she has an op today) and i had no credit to text her and tell her i was thinking of her :-( I hope she doesnt think i was being rude :-/
Its the big day today .. i go in at 2, well thats what time my appointment is. My dad is being such a wanker .. i phoned him 'just to remind you your taking my to the hospital tomorrow' .. 'Oh yes, i will pick you up at ten to 2 'Erm .. no, we will be there for ten to 2' Oh, ok. well what time do you want pickin up? ... 'Erm .. NO! Im having an operation, i want you WITH me .. not dropping me off' but i need to go back to work, im very busy you know! ...ARGH!! Im sorry im such a fucking inconveniance!! (i didnt say that bit) For the last 2 years i have been in and out of hospital and not ONCE have i asked him to take me. When i was in hosptial for a wekk, he came in ONCE! He moans about how little he knows about my illness .. saying i never tell him whats going on blah blah blah ... i ask him to take me ONCE and NO! I cant believe it :-@
Meals on wheel just came .. the man who drops it off is yummy, and coming from a lesbian thats a big deal!!
I was on the phone till 4am today ... 4 1/2 hours!!! I couldnt believe it! We talked about all sorts, but it was really really nice to chat :-) I also talked to Tony last night, was great to talk to him too (He was my tutor at college & moved to Hull when my mum did *scary* .. he was really really good to me so i wanted to keep in touch)
Any way, i expect i will manage an update later, but untill then .. have a good day :-)
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