2002-12-23 - 1:03 a.m.
funny day today
Fran stayed over last night .. and we made up .. a few times ;-) ha ha .. as Gaz knows .. sorry, you all think thats sick. Its not, just funny, bless him!!
I called Chris (Fran's mum) last night to tell her that im not going to be well enough to travel to Danials house (Frans brother in Darlington). She didnt seem too pissed off, although i wouldnt blame her if she was, i did leave it till the last min. But im really not well enough. Keep being sick & loosing my legs and shit like that. Its just not nice having to explain your problems to other people when you go away.
Fran wanted to stay with me. Granted it was always the plan for me & her to have our first christmas together at home. But not quite like this!Fran told her mum that she isnt going either because she wants to stay with me. She went mad .. i can understand being cross cos its late in the day but she did go quite MAD! Said that Fran was being selfish and 'why cant you do what everyone wants' ... her brother even called up and told her if we didnt go he would kill us!!! :-O
Any way, i dont think Fran will go now any way, she just need's to put her fot down!!
Money penny has been worried about what im going to do but dad is about for christmas day so we will be there then & spend boxing day farting about i guess!! I have no care or food so we will be half here & half at Frans i think. Im hoping there will be lots of left over's that i can bring home from christmas lunch!!
Any way, after dropping Fran off at home this afternoon i popped over to dad's to tell him i would be over for christmas & Helen & her daughter were there!! I have never met them before so it was really nice! They were actually lovely & her daughter (who's name i have completly forgotten) is 19 too so we got on well :-D
I stayed for dinner & we had a really good chat. I hope they stay together .. i think they are genuily nice people! Would like to see more of them :-D
Have been too ill to make phone call's lately really. Its hard to explain to people now i dnt have ME. I would normaly pass everything off as an ME shitty stuff ... but now when im sick people dont get why! Or when i cant move .. lol.
Any way, i have had some lovely messages from people wishing me well, and honeslty, i nearly cryed at the amout of people who care about me!! Im feeling a bit better now, so i will reply to every one soon.
Im thinking of money penny tons though, i wish more than anything i could help them out :-( I wann be able to heal people!!
Me and Fran are going away in Feb with a ton of AYMErs .. im really looking forward to it!! i get the meet the LOVELY Debs (huge lovin hugs your way angel) & Jen (OMG im so nervious about meetin her!!) Should be good though .. just hope i get on with every one!!
Any way, i had better go to bed .. please sign my new fab guest book gal's & guys!!
Love always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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