ARGH!! Louise called again tonight. She popped out and when she came back she had a desition on the answer mashine from papworth. It said 'After long deliberation we have desided we are unable to offer jo accomedation'

Louise is going to call back Monday and talk to him again, see if there is anything else they could offer me, or if we could change his mind. But she thinks it may well be dew to my ME ... Hummmmmm GRRRRRR!!

So now my only hope is the papworth hotel IN papworth .. thats miles away from every one :'( ... it has disabled assess and i would have carers to make sure im ok, but its just not the same ... im not really sure what i would do about food or any thing either!

Im so past caring now ... im totally numb, i dont care where i go any more. Its all fucked up.

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